Belief hasn’t been an issue.
I’ve seen enough of the unseen to know.
Faith that You CAN? You are Amazing God!
Those seeds of doubt I did not sew.
I surveyed my own worth,
And that’s where it began…
“BUT WILL HE FOR you?”
A sinister meditation,
With one implication,
Through constant replication,
Filled with guilt and condemnation,
Straining air and circulation,
If only I hadn’t listened,
I’d of held my position,
There’d have been no competition,
For my time and attention,
Communion, each days’ intention,
With The God of all creation,
Not a spiritual vacation,
Standing on my power- an illusion,
Lacking faith, hope or vision…
Thanks for holding on when I didn’t,
I’ve missed Your presence, Your Power,
It could have been different… perhaps,
If I hadn’t drifted so long.
Not remembering WHO You ARE,
Or who i am, because of the Cross.
My heart is once again open,
Scales have fallen from my eyes.
I seek to follow You closely,
And live in Your grace-filled light…
I pray You help me,
In Jesus’ name, Amen
Written by: elizabeth dianne allee